"it could be today, it could be tomorrow."

it's a random sentence that came to my mind. it happens to me often, but sometimes i don't even know what these sentences mean :\ i don't bother trying to decipher them anyway.

i can think it, i can feel it.
but i can't write it, say it or express it. (do i even make any sense)
why?
musing about things, 'feeling' and 'knowing' the idea, but always reluctant to... go into detail. it's like knowing by heart from 1 to 20, but it comes out as '1... 4... 18...' Yet i KNOW 1 to 20, i just KNOW.

am still not making sense yet right.

it's a big problem and i don't like it. then again i feel as though i 'cultivated' this. at some point in my life when i said 'it'll be good if i could block out stuff that i didn't want', along the way it kinda just... accidentally became a habit to have chunks of my thought processes removed as well.

10 MORE DAYS TO JAPANNNNN. *does a random boogie*

[edit] & also plugging:
{the Gazette - STACKED RUBBISH (album)}
{Girugamesh - REASON OF CRYING (mini album)} - OMFG NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THIS!!! *o*
{Sadie - PSYCHO CULTURE and M.F.P (songs)}

ah, Sadie and Giru's still my top favourite indie bands :3 ooh and this is old news but finally all of my DVDs arrived! i have been made happy after watching the awesome concerts. if prices are cheaper in japan you bet i'm going on a DVD/CD shopping spree!

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

♥REITA,
just because.

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